I am a loyal customer to those phone sex lines. I am not proud of it but I am not ashamed to admit it as well. Sometimes you need something more than sex. For me this is my thing. Here you can build some connection through conversation, share fantasies without afraid of being hung up, called freak and gossiped by everyone in the office for months afterward. I’m so into it that I have some phone sex numbers ready in my cell phone.
While it is all good and nice, I always have this uneasy feeling. Because I pay for it, I always feel that the girl I am having conversation with doesn’t really mean everything she said. I feel like it is all fake and she is only willing to chat with me because of the money.
This morning the IT support in my office told me about a website about phone sex chat and telling me how great it is. I don’t remember that he got the same hobby as mine nor I have ever told him about my little secret. I don’t waste another minute and accessing it from my desk. It said “free phone sex for all guys and gals, these chat lines are calling in for the fun of it and are not getting paid to chat”. What!? If this is true then I’ve found my heaven!
I’m at work right now so I got to keep the urge down. It will be just an hour again to tests out this newfound heaven. I don’t want to kiss a guy, so I think I’ll treat him beer tomorrow. But tonight is my night.